12

When great men die the birds cry and sing songs of sorrow,

rain falls, thunder rumbles.

The house is empty; it cries out for its master.

It always waits to no avail.

Every tomorrow that passes by, we drift away from what was a happy

home.

Where a father and son spoke in the dead of night on leather

sofas.

“Come put these shoes together.”

“This is how you shine them.”

“The sheets, you tuck’em in, in an angle.”

“Fold and iron your clothes and always be neat.”

“If you’re going to do something, you do it right or not at all.”

I carry your lessons in my weakened heart that still beats evermore

faintly.

It gave me trouble last night, and in anger and frustration I lost my fear of the

Big Sleep.

Of going away without any Glory, for all I’ve known since

you’ve been gone is loss.

Loss after loss, failure after failure.

And in the throes of defeat, I’ve come to accept that

it is my lot in life.

Though I crave to bring you Victory, I now welcome

defeat so it hurts me no more.

Today my heart felt stronger.

It rose like I saw you rise from those hospital beds.

Rising from near death again and again.

For such a man these birds cry and sing to your

Honor.

I’m glad you visited me in the realm of dreams last

night at the movies, sitting across from me as that

strange picture played.

If my heart beats tomorrow, I will keep punching back at life,

and if it does not, then at Eternity’s gates we shall share our

stories.

About Matthew Rodriguez